I am a Survivor

Loving Heart Joined: 24 Aug 2005 Posts: 55

http://herehelp.forumsplace.com/message517.html

Everyone needs to go to this site. I have been reading there for it seems like forever. Jenna seems to have created this site to give help to those youth with serious psychological issues. The same youth who join seeking help need help themselves. The exchanges will tear at your heart, hard as they try, they have lost one to suicide and another has made a definite decision to be dead by tomorrow. So sisterJenna just brought her despair and depression to CF without giving any explanation.

Now it is posted she is in hospital, recovering from suicide attempt. These youth are in some kind of vicious and inescapable cycle of despair and failure. The majority of members seem to be in the United Kingdom. America's youth share much of the same anguish to suicide, acohol or drugs.

They struggle to reach out to each other, but they also do not seem to be able to comprehend that help, even from their peers with like experience, and can only share misery, not love or nurture.

What has made these youngsters immune to prayers or concern or support from Christians or even among themselves?

Does anyone here understand or can give some answers?

Moderator Joined: 28 Aug 2005 Posts: 12 Location: England

sisterjenna - I was sending you pms through CF one afternoon last week.

I am still praying for you, sister. You have a lot to endure, I know, and only God can give you the strength and courage you lack just now. You remember what I said - it still stands - you, you only, can take action to end this nightmare.

My prayers will continue for you until you find help. Love in Jesus' name, dear sister. God loves you dearly and is aching for your pain.

Posted: Tue Sep 06, 2005 9:52 pm

I am seeing the psych doctor tomorrow at 3:20 gmt time. I am so so scared and do not know what to expect. I have received some counselling and she wants me to go into hospital for a week for 24/7 so they can talk me threw these thoughts and that I am a danger to myself.

I will be mega triggered tomorrow

Please keep praying for me

Many thanks
Jenna

Still having a bad time but it is a spiritual battle

Moderator Joined: 28 Aug 2005 Posts: 12 Location: England

It's the best place for you just now, sister. You'll be okay in there and safe. Tell them everything and get some help. You are loved here and you are precious. Be strong and praise God!

Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 1:17 pm

what if they say no

Then what do I do back to square one?